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	They could have. I fucked up the mission. It was my job to scout, and I let myself get captured. I walked willingly into the trap, too stupid to trust my intuition. I escaped, but without the rest of the team coming in, well... it would have been bad. We managed to get out alright in the end, but the others still wouldn't tell me the truth, even after they destroyed all the evidence. I got nothing. Frustrating, but I suppose they see me as complicit by association. Maybe I am.		They could have. I fucked up the mission. It was my job to scout, and I let myself get captured. I walked willingly into the trap, too stupid to trust my intuition. I escaped, but without the rest of the team coming in, well... it would have been bad. We managed to get out alright in the end, but the others still wouldn't tell me the truth, even after they destroyed all the evidence. I got nothing. Frustrating, but I suppose they see me as complicit by association. Maybe I am.

	Asamando as it turned out was true to both the dreams of my past. Terrible. Wonderful. Maybe I should say I hated it, but... I guess I am a monster aren't I.		Asamando as it turned out was true to both the dreams of my past. Terrible. Wonderful. Maybe I should say I hated it, but... I guess I am a monster aren't I?



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2021-10-16T06:15:48Z

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	They could have. I fucked up the mission. It was my job to scout, and I let myself get captured. I walked willingly into the trap, too stupid to trust my intuition. I escaped, but without the rest of the team coming in, well... it would have been bad. We managed to get out alright in the end, but the others still wouldn't tell me the truth, even after they destroyed all the evidence. I got nothing. Frustrating, but I suppose they see me as complicit by association. Maybe I am.		They could have. I fucked up the mission. It was my job to scout, and I let myself get captured. I walked willingly into the trap, too stupid to trust my intuition. I escaped, but without the rest of the team coming in, well... it would have been bad. We managed to get out alright in the end, but the others still wouldn't tell me the truth, even after they destroyed all the evidence. I got nothing. Frustrating, but I suppose they see me as complicit by association. Maybe I am.

	Asamando as it turned out, was true to both the dreams of my past. Terrible. Wonderful. Maybe I should say I hated it, but... I guess I am a monster aren't I.		Asamando as it turned out was true to both the dreams of my past. Terrible. Wonderful. Maybe I should say I hated it, but... I guess I am a monster aren't I.



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2021-10-16T06:15:34Z

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	It's funny sometimes how things can change. Growing up I'd heard of Asamando before. Who hadn't? The rumors were terrifying! Monsters, walking around freely, people treated as lesser, as cattle, ~~and was just accepted~~. I can't say I ever ~~knew details~~ about it, but well, the stories on the trids were news enough.		It's funny sometimes how things can change. Growing up I'd heard of Asamando before. Who hadn't? The rumors were terrifying! Monsters, walking around freely, people treated as lesser, as cattle, a nightmare land. I can't say I ever learned much about it, but well, the stories on the trids were news enough.

	Then, I got infected. I still knew drek about it, but the... feel, for us? It changed. Monstrous, yes. Something we'd never see, almost certainly. But despite all that... it held hope. A chance for something better than the shitty life we all lived, where we could just be. I know that we were likely imagining something fake, just a victim of our own desires, but, it still held meaning. ~~That~~'s how it stayed, well, until this job.		Then, I got infected. I still knew drek about it, but the... feel, for us? It changed. Monstrous, yes. Something we'd never see, almost certainly. But despite all that... it held hope. A chance for something better than the shitty life we all lived, where we could just be. I know that we were likely imagining something fake, just a victim of our own desires, but, it still held meaning. And that's how it stayed, well, until this job.

	I was excited I'll admit. I wanted to visit Asamando. I knew the job was dangerous and suspicious, but, I just wanted a chance to see it. The entry in was rough. Zenith wanting to ~~treat~~ me ~~like~~ a skateboard ~~wasn't enjoyable~~, but I guess that's what I get. The blatant secrets everyone was keeping from me also ~~stung a bit~~. At least they weren't setting me up to die, like I half expected.		I was excited I'll admit. I wanted to visit Asamando. I knew the job was dangerous and suspicious, but, I just wanted a chance to see it. The entry in was rough. Zenith wanting to use me as a skateboard was hurtful, but I guess that's what I get. The blatant secrets everyone was keeping from me also was frustrating. At least they weren't setting me up to die, like I half expected.

	Asamando off the job, well... it lived up to my dreams in a lot of ways. Being able to be outside and just be, to not have that fear ~~that~~ someone ~~will find~~ out what I am, it was so liberating. I've had this weight on me since I changed, this fear ~~encompassing~~ my ~~entire existence~~. I still do. But... for a moment... I could breathe. Seeing people so similar to me just living their lives was beautiful. I only had one night before the job happened, and I treasured it.		Asamando off the job, well... it lived up to my dreams in a lot of ways. Being able to be outside and just be, to not have that fear of someone finding out what I am, it was so liberating. I've had this weight on me since I changed, this fear always in the forefront of my mind. I still do. But... for a moment... I could breathe. Seeing people so similar to me just living their lives was beautiful. I only had one night in this world before the job happened, and I treasured it.

	Treasured it too much, probably. I drained someone, and it was easy. I didn't care at all about the ugly system that let me do that, caught up in the moment around me. I... I'm still not sure still that I truly do. I should care though. I need to. I failed here. I can tell myself that if I didn't take the essence, someone else would have, which is true. I can say that compared to what I've done in the past, it's nothing that new, but.... I can't lie to myself and say she deserved it. I ~~need~~ to care.		Treasured it too much, probably. I drained part of someone, and it was easy. I didn't care at all about the ugly system that let me do that, caught up in the moment around me. I... I'm still not sure still that I truly do. I should care though. I need to. I failed here. I can tell myself that if I didn't take the essence, someone else would have, which is true. I can say that compared to what I've done in the past, it's nothing that new, but.... I can't lie to myself and say she deserved it, that it's not important. I have to care.

	The team knew, and Babylon reacted predictably. I probably deserve it. At least they didn't leave me to die.		The team knew, and Babylon reacted predictably. I probably deserve it. At least they didn't leave me to die.
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	They could have. I fucked up the mission. It was my job to scout, and I let myself get captured. I walked willingly into the trap, too stupid to trust my intuition. I escaped, but without the rest of the team coming in, well... it would have been bad. We managed to get out alright in the end, but the others still wouldn't tell me the truth, even after they destroyed all the evidence. I got nothing. Frustrating, but I suppose they see me as complicit by association. Maybe I am.		They could have. I fucked up the mission. It was my job to scout, and I let myself get captured. I walked willingly into the trap, too stupid to trust my intuition. I escaped, but without the rest of the team coming in, well... it would have been bad. We managed to get out alright in the end, but the others still wouldn't tell me the truth, even after they destroyed all the evidence. I got nothing. Frustrating, but I suppose they see me as complicit by association. Maybe I am.

	Asamando as it turned out was true to both the dreams of my past. Terrible. Wonderful. Maybe I should say I hated it, but... I am a monster aren't I.		Asamando as it turned out, was true to both the dreams of my past. Terrible. Wonderful. Maybe I should say I hated it, but... I guess I am a monster aren't I.



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2021-10-16T06:09:35Z

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	The team knew, and Babylon reacted predictably. I probably deserve it. At least they didn't leave me to die.		The team knew, and Babylon reacted predictably. I probably deserve it. At least they didn't leave me to die.

	They could have. I fucked up the mission. It was my job to scout, and I let myself get captured. I walked willingly into the trap, too stupid to trust my intuition. I escaped, but without the rest of the team coming in, well... it would have been bad. We managed to get out alright in the end, but the others still wouldn't tell me the truth, even after they destroyed all the evidence. I got nothing.		They could have. I fucked up the mission. It was my job to scout, and I let myself get captured. I walked willingly into the trap, too stupid to trust my intuition. I escaped, but without the rest of the team coming in, well... it would have been bad. We managed to get out alright in the end, but the others still wouldn't tell me the truth, even after they destroyed all the evidence. I got nothing. Frustrating, but I suppose they see me as complicit by association. Maybe I am.

			Asamando as it turned out was true to both the dreams of my past. Terrible. Wonderful. Maybe I should say I hated it, but... I am a monster aren't I.



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2021-10-16T06:05:46Z

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	Treasured it too much, probably. I drained someone, and it was easy. I didn't care at all about the ugly system that let me do that, caught up in the moment around me. I... I'm still not sure still that I truly do. I should care though. I need to. I failed here. I can tell myself that if I didn't take the essence, someone else would have, which is true. I can say that compared to what I've done in the past, it's nothing that new, but.... I can't lie to myself and say she deserved it. I need to care.		Treasured it too much, probably. I drained someone, and it was easy. I didn't care at all about the ugly system that let me do that, caught up in the moment around me. I... I'm still not sure still that I truly do. I should care though. I need to. I failed here. I can tell myself that if I didn't take the essence, someone else would have, which is true. I can say that compared to what I've done in the past, it's nothing that new, but.... I can't lie to myself and say she deserved it. I need to care.

	The team knew, and Babylon reacted predictably. At least they didn't leave me to die.		The team knew, and Babylon reacted predictably. I probably deserve it. At least they didn't leave me to die.

	They could have. I fucked up the mission. It was my job to scout, and I let myself get captured. I walked willingly into the trap, too stupid to trust my intuition. I escaped, but without the rest of the team coming in, well... it would have been bad. We managed to get out alright in the end, but the others still wouldn't tell me the truth, even after they destroyed all the evidence. I got nothing.		They could have. I fucked up the mission. It was my job to scout, and I let myself get captured. I walked willingly into the trap, too stupid to trust my intuition. I escaped, but without the rest of the team coming in, well... it would have been bad. We managed to get out alright in the end, but the others still wouldn't tell me the truth, even after they destroyed all the evidence. I got nothing.

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2021-10-16T06:05:22Z

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	I was excited I'll admit. I wanted to visit Asamando. I knew the job was dangerous and suspicious, but, I just wanted a chance to see it. The entry in was rough. Zenith wanting to treat me like a skateboard wasn't enjoyable, but I guess that's what I get. The blatant secrets everyone was keeping from me also stung a bit. At least they weren't setting me up to die, like I half expected.		I was excited I'll admit. I wanted to visit Asamando. I knew the job was dangerous and suspicious, but, I just wanted a chance to see it. The entry in was rough. Zenith wanting to treat me like a skateboard wasn't enjoyable, but I guess that's what I get. The blatant secrets everyone was keeping from me also stung a bit. At least they weren't setting me up to die, like I half expected.

	Asamando off the job, well... it lived up to my dreams in a lot of ways. Being able to be outside and just be, to not have that fear that someone will find out what I am, it was so liberating. I've had this weight on me since I changed... I still do! But, for a moment, I could breathe. Seeing people so similar to me just living their lives was beautiful. I ~~think~~ I ~~let~~ it ~~get to me a bit~~. I drained someone, and it was easy. I didn't care at all about the ugly system that let me do that. I... I'm still not sure that I truly do. ~~But like~~... that's ~~why~~ I need to ~~watch~~ myself, to ~~stop myself from being like this~~. I ~~failed here~~.		Asamando off the job, well... it lived up to my dreams in a lot of ways. Being able to be outside and just be, to not have that fear that someone will find out what I am, it was so liberating. I've had this weight on me since I changed, this fear encompassing my entire existence. I still do. But... for a moment... I could breathe. Seeing people so similar to me just living their lives was beautiful. I only had one night before the job happened, and I treasured it.

			Treasured it too much, probably. I drained someone, and it was easy. I didn't care at all about the ugly system that let me do that, caught up in the moment around me. I... I'm still not sure still that I truly do. I should care though. I need to. I failed here. I can tell myself that if I didn't take the essence, someone else would have, which is true. I can say that compared to what I've done in the past, it's nothing that new, but.... I can't lie to myself and say she deserved it. I need to care.

			The team knew, and Babylon reacted predictably. At least they didn't leave me to die.

			They could have. I fucked up the mission. It was my job to scout, and I let myself get captured. I walked willingly into the trap, too stupid to trust my intuition. I escaped, but without the rest of the team coming in, well... it would have been bad. We managed to get out alright in the end, but the others still wouldn't tell me the truth, even after they destroyed all the evidence. I got nothing.

	~~I know th~~


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2021-10-16T05:53:01Z

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	I was excited I'll admit. I wanted to visit Asamando. I knew the job was dangerous and suspicious, but, I just wanted a chance to see it. The entry in was rough. Zenith wanting to treat me like a skateboard wasn't enjoyable, but I guess that's what I get. The blatant secrets everyone was keeping from me also stung a bit. At least they weren't setting me up to die, like I half expected.		I was excited I'll admit. I wanted to visit Asamando. I knew the job was dangerous and suspicious, but, I just wanted a chance to see it. The entry in was rough. Zenith wanting to treat me like a skateboard wasn't enjoyable, but I guess that's what I get. The blatant secrets everyone was keeping from me also stung a bit. At least they weren't setting me up to die, like I half expected.

			Asamando off the job, well... it lived up to my dreams in a lot of ways. Being able to be outside and just be, to not have that fear that someone will find out what I am, it was so liberating. I've had this weight on me since I changed... I still do! But, for a moment, I could breathe. Seeing people so similar to me just living their lives was beautiful. I think I let it get to me a bit. I drained someone, and it was easy. I didn't care at all about the ugly system that let me do that. I... I'm still not sure that I truly do. But like... that's why I need to watch myself, to stop myself from being like this. I failed here.

			I know th


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2021-10-16T05:46:33Z

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	Then, I got infected. I still knew drek about it, but the... feel, for us? It changed. Monstrous, yes. Something we'd never see, almost certainly. But despite all that... it held hope. A chance for something better than the shitty life we all lived, where we could just be. I know that we were likely imagining something fake, just a victim of our own desires, but, it still held meaning. That's how it stayed, well, until this job.		Then, I got infected. I still knew drek about it, but the... feel, for us? It changed. Monstrous, yes. Something we'd never see, almost certainly. But despite all that... it held hope. A chance for something better than the shitty life we all lived, where we could just be. I know that we were likely imagining something fake, just a victim of our own desires, but, it still held meaning. That's how it stayed, well, until this job.

	I was excited I'll admit. I wanted to visit Asamando. I knew the job was dangerous and suspicious, but, I just wanted a chance to see it. The entry in was rough. Zenith wanting to treat me like a skateboard wasn't enjoyable, but I guess that's what I get.		I was excited I'll admit. I wanted to visit Asamando. I knew the job was dangerous and suspicious, but, I just wanted a chance to see it. The entry in was rough. Zenith wanting to treat me like a skateboard wasn't enjoyable, but I guess that's what I get. The blatant secrets everyone was keeping from me also stung a bit. At least they weren't setting me up to die, like I half expected.


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2021-10-16T05:45:32Z

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	Then, I got infected. I still knew drek about it, but the... feel, for us? It changed. Monstrous, yes. Something we'd never see, almost certainly. But despite all that... it held hope. A chance for something better than the shitty life we all lived, where we could just be. I know that we were likely imagining something fake, just a victim of our own desires, but, it still held meaning. That's how it stayed, well, until this job.		Then, I got infected. I still knew drek about it, but the... feel, for us? It changed. Monstrous, yes. Something we'd never see, almost certainly. But despite all that... it held hope. A chance for something better than the shitty life we all lived, where we could just be. I know that we were likely imagining something fake, just a victim of our own desires, but, it still held meaning. That's how it stayed, well, until this job.

	I was excited I'll admit. I wanted to visit Asamando. I knew the job was dangerous and suspicious, but, I just wanted a chance to see it.		I was excited I'll admit. I wanted to visit Asamando. I knew the job was dangerous and suspicious, but, I just wanted a chance to see it. The entry in was rough. Zenith wanting to treat me like a skateboard wasn't enjoyable, but I guess that's what I get.


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Archtmag: /* Swerve */

2021-10-16T05:42:58Z

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	It's funny sometimes how things can change. Growing up I'd heard of Asamando before. Who ~~hasn~~'t? ~~It's~~ terrifying! Monsters ~~walk~~ around freely, people ~~are eaten,~~ treated as lesser, and ~~it's~~ just accepted. I can't say I ever knew ~~much~~ about it, but well, the stories on the trids were news enough.		It's funny sometimes how things can change. Growing up I'd heard of Asamando before. Who hadn't? The rumors were terrifying! Monsters, walking around freely, people treated as lesser, as cattle, and was just accepted. I can't say I ever knew details about it, but well, the stories on the trids were news enough.

	Then, I got infected. I still knew drek about it, but the... feel, for us? It changed. Monstrous, yes. Something we'd never see, almost certainly. But despite all that... it held hope. A chance for something better than the shitty life we all lived, where we could just be. I know that we were likely imagining something fake, just a victim of our own desires, but, it still held meaning. That's how it stayed, well, until this job.		Then, I got infected. I still knew drek about it, but the... feel, for us? It changed. Monstrous, yes. Something we'd never see, almost certainly. But despite all that... it held hope. A chance for something better than the shitty life we all lived, where we could just be. I know that we were likely imagining something fake, just a victim of our own desires, but, it still held meaning. That's how it stayed, well, until this job.